QUESTION: Masters, I have always been clairvoyant and grew up seeing other dimensions. When I was 29 I met a man and immediately fell in love. He felt the same way but was married with two young children and could not bear to leave his marriage. I could not stop crying because I had missed him so much for so many years and saw all of his astral selves. My experience with him opened up my holographic vision. It has been almost two years since we have been apart, and I cannot stop thinking about him or loving him. I have constant dreams of him in a blue light talking with me. I have felt lost spiritually and have hated my gifts. I cannot move forward no matter what I try. Can you tell me what this meeting was and why or if we will ever meet again in this lifetime, and what I can do to restore my spiritual faith? I don’t understand and am sad beyond words. ~Grace, USA
ANSWER: You had decided to come to Earth with a remembrance of a number of the gifts and abilities you had perfected in past lives. Some came easily to you and increased the range of feelings and emotions you were able to read and share with the souls with which you came in contact.
This soul appeared when he did to give you some perspective on your abilities and what you could do with them. He is one of your soul mates and, as you know, you have had many lifetimes with him. The two of you had not felt it necessary to be together in this period of time but rather for him to be a stimulus to awakening more of your skills. His path was to have a loving family, which he is guiding through life’s challenges.
You have let your third-dimensional romantic ideas take over and distract you from your spiritual journey. As with all of life’s interactions, this is neither right nor wrong. You may continue to pine for him to come into your life, which he has not planned, or you can thank him for the wake-up call he gave you and move on to something else.
You are acting like a spoiled little soul who has experienced Home again and does not want to have anything else but the ultimate. You don’t want to have to work anymore. One of your lessons concerns perspective: deciding what is it you came to learn and seeing whether you can disregard the distractions and get down to business.
Choose the positive feelings and follow their lead. If romance is your only goal, spirituality will be difficult to include. You don’t have to be a slave to your gifts, either. You may put them aside and move in another direction. Go into your intuition and feel your way forward.