QUESTION: I have had a strong spiritual connection with twin boys since the first school day when we were 7 years old. I wonder why I still have this connection and very alive? Do they feel it? Are they given to those helpful dreams I do? Will this connection last or lead somewhere, special? ~Heidi, Finland
ANSWER: These boys are soul mates of yours with whom you have had a number of lifetimes. You three designed a beginning to this life that would introduce you, through the amnesia you all had, to the energies of recognition. You didn’t carry your plans beyond re-introduction. You were not sure where you would want to go from there. No specific contracts or connections were planned.
You liked the human feeling of recognition of “old friends” and have found it to be stronger than any connection you have made with anyone since. One reason you are so fixated on this feeling is that you have not allowed yourself to be open to anyone else the way you were to them. At your early ages you did not have any disappointments, denied expectations, or negativity between you. Later in life others have not met your expectations, so you remember the time when all was positive and well.
There are too many variables—yours and theirs—in the process of occurring to be able to say whether or not two or all three of you will ever reunite. You go to your dreams to recall all the things you did together before you came down here. You have also created a fantasy world on Earth, and prior memories that comfort you in your current unhappiness.
They are on their own journey. You all have freedom of choice for your futures. Plan what you desire for yourself; you cannot influence others unless they wish. If they are thinking the same thoughts as you, you will be together, but don’t count on that happening, or place your plans on hold until it does. See yourself as part of the world around you. Create the type of experiences you need to understand your life and fully integrate into this human situation. Stress self-love and confidence in your abilities. Bring others into your life from whom you can feel warmth and love.